aquamarine

Usually I would have lived by my “ignorance is bliss” theory. But this time I’m actually glad I stumbled upon it. Now I know, now i’m finally released from this eternal struggle. I’m free.

So so relieved that I had not let this ruin what I had, all the goodness. I really hope this thing w E works out because for the first time I feel like I wanna wake up every morning to the same person, & everytime I get so upset I cry when i think about situations that may cause me to lose him.

Which is happening more often these days because of the whole bike thing. I know its your passion. I can see & feel it so much, the way your eyes light up when talking about your bikes & the many times I lose your attention to a passing Honda/Ducati. I always tease you about loving your bikes more than me & you always assure me otherwise, adding that its a good thing that at least your hobby isn’t womanizing. But what you don’t know is that losing you in an accident would kill me ten or a thousand times more  than the latter. I really hope you’ll remain safe & unscathed when you get your new bike otherwise I will never forgive myself for allowing it to happen.

Genting was awesome & made me feel more bonded to you than ever. I’m so sad my stupid camera decides to screw up on me. My precious precious photos, videos :( gone, forever. I’m gonna invest in a trustworthy camera to avoid similar future misfortunes. Burning a few hundreds is nothing compared to the memories I get to keep in visual form. & for now, I’m throwing you out, Sony Cybershot.